.....Insecured?

I'm Sick of all this chaos in a world of nightmare and constant lies
Just finding a vaccine that could cure the deepest wound
that i left alone suffering in deep shit, depressed,deprived of freedom
the light on the other side is like an endless road
without detours,shortcuts, just a geometrically straight road in darkness
revealing the light on the other side of the world, perhaps.
But something really strange caused me to be awoke, trying to instill some purpose
I thought that as i woke up, dreams could be the cure that i was searching for all this while,
but it was not to be. I tried to pray to the only god which i believed in
for mercy but as i tried, my body felt numb.
Everytime i tried,the energy within me declined horrendously till i grew jaded and my veins started to evoke out, not gaining any sympathy. As it took over, a note from nowhere passed right in front of my sunken eyeballs forcing the every last strength to read.. it said"are u gonna die trying or accept fate as it?, the choice is yours to decide or deceive u from the actual fact which denies u a place of acceptance." I grew anxious,insane, like a jelly which adapts to every compression. Instead of rain, sharp and shattered glass flew down from the clouds of darkness piercing me as it reaches down... Darkness is the only thing and the very thing that eludes me all this while.


Actually, what i'm trying to say is that i relate myself in a position where spirits(ghosts) who have no place to be in; heaven or hell. stucked in this skeptic world, the third dimension full of absurd and dramatic occurence that are highly likely to happen .