I am missing you... All the days gone by

I won't break
Down this way
I will hold on for one more day
If you'll help me make
Myself feel
Something so much more than this
Something that's real
I'll live, I'll love, I'll carry on
Pretending I don't notice that you're gone...

But, god I miss you
So much it hurts sometimes
And, I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
Why didn't I notice
That you were not quite fine?
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by...

Tell me why
Make me see
How my giving up giving in isn't what's best for me
You know I've tried
But, I am terrified by all I should believe
I need to know to carry on
Pretending I don't notice that you're gone...

But, god I miss you
So much it hurts sometimes
And, I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
Why didn't I notice
That you were not quite fine?
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by...

And I may not always
Be there when you call my name
And I cannot promise
That the things you love in this life won't change
But I will be with you
In all that you say and do
'Cause you are part of me
And I will always love you...

But god I miss you
So much it hurts sometimes
And I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
Why didn't I notice
That you were not quite fine?
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
I took for granted
That you were in my life
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
I always loved you
I miss you all the time
I promise I'll remember
All the days gone by...


By Gavin Mikhail..\nice song by the way...

ahem!

Say Goodbye even if its hard.

Take my hand, Don't look back. Its not the end yet.
I'll be there for u when u need me and I will never turn my back on u.
I might seize to exist but everytime I gaze upon Ur soul, I'm truly grateful to
have been tasted the joy of living.
I'm prepared to let U go and continue on the path that U have derived. Its a shame to say
our goodbyes which is surreal in accordance to my thoughts. I feel like everything we've been
through has reached to an end. Its time to share those meaningful words that u have kept
away from me and make it our last. Dear, U are dearest to me, and I'll let the whole world know
it with the biggest goodbye Ever that can make the heavens wept in grief. U will be sorely miss but
I know one day we will be free. Till then, its goodbye.

Need no motivation, but more steel

I realised that some of my self-esteem and excitement has shed its skin over the years. Booo.
Lets see, about 50 percent. Its really annoying me everytime I think about it.
I need to drink and lose myself. Not literally drinking but losing myself a little yeah.
Nothing has been the sort-ta enlightenment that I am getting every now and then.
Its been plain and simple. Is there nothing reckless to the extent I get to fill every moment as my
last or am I getting way too ahead of myself? I Do Not Know but I want everything to be right for me again. Its like I am too restricted of changes and what is going on in the future that I am
staring at side of me that has never appeared before. C'mon I deserve the sparkle which I so
desperately need. A SAVIOUR PERHAPS? Gosh. I feel terrible

Welcome back

Hey world, I'm back... Rejuvenated.
Its been a while since i last posted my blog because
I've been busy with life i suppose to keep it plain and simple.
Well, I fear that my reputation is in jeopardy simply because some
people in this world take it lightly. Or, in fact, it doesn't matter at all to them.
But it does for me. Please just do not bad-mouthed me or talk highly about me
just let people have their own opinion. I'm just making a point to make myself clear.
Well, fear nothing, this is general speaking. Like, yeah.

Randommm

Well, today is random day so to speak,
U could drive any car u like,
traffic is chaotic...lalala so on...Hehe.Those
who watch television regularly would know the advertisement...
Anyway I just feel excited that finally
the long wait is over...anddd i finally have my original Arsenal home jersey...
Totally random...Haha... Ignore that I'm feeling totally enthusiastic about that.
Total fanatic of the Gunners.
There was this video that i was trying to upload but needs formatting...damn...
Hmm,weird,psych...

A Thought For The Nite

H'mm...life's been fine which is great and i just want to say something which
has been creeping on my mind that i just wanna let it go...
Whether inspiring or absurd it may sound like its an experience i encountered.
I really think that those who truly love someone in any sort of way are those who
are committed to hearing you out in any time of the day without any hint of burden felt
of trying to understand your situation instead of those who only try to touch you with words
that are surreal which do not really mean a thing at that moment...
I've seen the sight that has truly touched me with tears such as those shared by my guardians
and some of my true friends...
Its really touching to know that there are those who would always be there to be counted on
So there it goes...

Aniwaes, I'll be trying to upload a video that is kind of hilarious but in the mean time
those reading this would have to wait.