MAESTRO

I am missing you... All the days gone by

2009-11-24T09:17:00.000-08:00

I won't break
Down this way
I will hold on for one more day
If you'll help me make
Myself feel
Something so much more than this
Something that's real
I'll live, I'll love, I'll carry on
Pretending I don't notice that you're gone...

But, god I miss you
So much it hurts sometimes
And, I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
Why didn't I notice
That you were not quite fine?
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by...

Tell me why
Make me see
How my giving up giving in isn't what's best for me
You know I've tried
But, I am terrified by all I should believe
I need to know to carry on
Pretending I don't notice that you're gone...

But, god I miss you
So much it hurts sometimes
And, I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
Why didn't I notice
That you were not quite fine?
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by...

And I may not always
Be there when you call my name
And I cannot promise
That the things you love in this life won't change
But I will be with you
In all that you say and do
'Cause you are part of me
And I will always love you...

But god I miss you
So much it hurts sometimes
And I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
Why didn't I notice
That you were not quite fine?
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
I took for granted
That you were in my life
Now I can't bring us back to
All the days gone by
I always loved you
I miss you all the time
I promise I'll remember
All the days gone by...

By Gavin Mikhail..\nice song by the way...

ahem!

2009-11-16T09:40:00.000-08:00

Say Goodbye even if its hard.

2009-10-28T08:25:00.000-07:00

Take my hand, Don't look back. Its not the end yet.
I'll be there for u when u need me and I will never turn my back on u.
I might seize to exist but everytime I gaze upon Ur soul, I'm truly grateful to
have been tasted the joy of living.
I'm prepared to let U go and continue on the path that U have derived. Its a shame to say
our goodbyes which is surreal in accordance to my thoughts. I feel like everything we've been
through has reached to an end. Its time to share those meaningful words that u have kept
away from me and make it our last. Dear, U are dearest to me, and I'll let the whole world know
it with the biggest goodbye Ever that can make the heavens wept in grief. U will be sorely miss but
I know one day we will be free. Till then, its goodbye.

Need no motivation, but more steel

2009-10-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

I realised that some of my self-esteem and excitement has shed its skin over the years. Booo.
Lets see, about 50 percent. Its really annoying me everytime I think about it.
I need to drink and lose myself. Not literally drinking but losing myself a little yeah.
Nothing has been the sort-ta enlightenment that I am getting every now and then.
Its been plain and simple. Is there nothing reckless to the extent I get to fill every moment as my
last or am I getting way too ahead of myself? I Do Not Know but I want everything to be right for me again. Its like I am too restricted of changes and what is going on in the future that I am
staring at side of me that has never appeared before. C'mon I deserve the sparkle which I so
desperately need. A SAVIOUR PERHAPS? Gosh. I feel terrible

Welcome back

2009-10-18T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hey world, I'm back... Rejuvenated.
Its been a while since i last posted my blog because
I've been busy with life i suppose to keep it plain and simple.
Well, I fear that my reputation is in jeopardy simply because some
people in this world take it lightly. Or, in fact, it doesn't matter at all to them.
But it does for me. Please just do not bad-mouthed me or talk highly about me
just let people have their own opinion. I'm just making a point to make myself clear.
Well, fear nothing, this is general speaking. Like, yeah.

Randommm

2009-08-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

Well, today is random day so to speak,
U could drive any car u like,
traffic is chaotic...lalala so on...Hehe.Those
who watch television regularly would know the advertisement...
Anyway I just feel excited that finally
the long wait is over...anddd i finally have my original Arsenal home jersey...
Totally random...Haha... Ignore that I'm feeling totally enthusiastic about that.
Total fanatic of the Gunners.
There was this video that i was trying to upload but needs formatting...damn...
Hmm,weird,psych...

A Thought For The Nite

2009-08-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

H'mm...life's been fine which is great and i just want to say something which
has been creeping on my mind that i just wanna let it go...
Whether inspiring or absurd it may sound like its an experience i encountered.
I really think that those who truly love someone in any sort of way are those who
are committed to hearing you out in any time of the day without any hint of burden felt
of trying to understand your situation instead of those who only try to touch you with words
that are surreal which do not really mean a thing at that moment...
I've seen the sight that has truly touched me with tears such as those shared by my guardians
and some of my true friends...
Its really touching to know that there are those who would always be there to be counted on
So there it goes...

Aniwaes, I'll be trying to upload a video that is kind of hilarious but in the mean time
those reading this would have to wait.

my fave song currently

2009-08-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they were really about
And these words are bringing me so deeply in debt
That I don't think I can dig my way out
I couldn't breath you in

Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you for the Last Time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking a day spent without you
There's nothing left to prove

I'm counting all the things I could've done to make you see
That I wanted us to be
What I go to sleep and dream of I want you know that I'd die for you
I'd die for you
I couldn't breathe you in

Lik e I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you for the Last Time
And my heart is torn in two thinking a day spent without you
There's nothing left to prove

And if your alone make sure your not lonely
Cause if you are I blame myself for never being home
I know I'm not the only one who will treat you like they should
Like you deserve

I'm stuck with writing songs just to forget

So i'll sing this song to you for the Last Time
And my heart is torn in two thinking a day spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove
There's nothing
There's nothing
There's nothing left to prove

LOL

2009-08-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

but now... things have changed...
i've so far completed most of the things and the work i'm supposed to do in a space of a week.
and i feel slightly at ease from it all...phew...
now what is left is for me to make my final amendments and I can begin to concentrate
on my other subjects-*the weakest subject=mathematics...
gonna give my time and effort to practicepracticepractice..so yeah.
my schedule would be tight and time is crucial for me this month. so i'll not be updating much
i guess...zzz...need to study...
(today is my younger brother's birthday- wishinghimthebestbirthdayefor him...hehe!)

2009-08-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

2009-08-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

In a lover's eyes,
there lies hope and desperation.
Hope for a better future
and at the same time despair from our misfortune.
Nothing in the world can match my feeling for her
but there's everything in the world that makes me want to show it more
When she closes her eyes,
its as if the world stops revolving
and when she opens it...nothing in the world matters except her
She creates a sense of sympathy in me
whenever she feels down
but also a sense of pride when she achieves a goal
She creates intense pressure among me but at the
same time the strong intimacy that makes me captivated intensely
but also respecting her self-dignity
Her eyes are the brightest of colors
that lights up my world where there are chaos and uncertainty...
She is the one that i can always look up to.
Though we might be miles or a short distance away
Our hearts are still connected through the moonlight.

.....Insecured?

2009-07-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

I'm Sick of all this chaos in a world of nightmare and constant lies
Just finding a vaccine that could cure the deepest wound
that i left alone suffering in deep shit, depressed,deprived of freedom
the light on the other side is like an endless road
without detours,shortcuts, just a geometrically straight road in darkness
revealing the light on the other side of the world, perhaps.
But something really strange caused me to be awoke, trying to instill some purpose
I thought that as i woke up, dreams could be the cure that i was searching for all this while,
but it was not to be. I tried to pray to the only god which i believed in
for mercy but as i tried, my body felt numb.
Everytime i tried,the energy within me declined horrendously till i grew jaded and my veins started to evoke out, not gaining any sympathy. As it took over, a note from nowhere passed right in front of my sunken eyeballs forcing the every last strength to read.. it said"are u gonna die trying or accept fate as it?, the choice is yours to decide or deceive u from the actual fact which denies u a place of acceptance." I grew anxious,insane, like a jelly which adapts to every compression. Instead of rain, sharp and shattered glass flew down from the clouds of darkness piercing me as it reaches down... Darkness is the only thing and the very thing that eludes me all this while.

Actually, what i'm trying to say is that i relate myself in a position where spirits(ghosts) who have no place to be in; heaven or hell. stucked in this skeptic world, the third dimension full of absurd and dramatic occurence that are highly likely to happen .

liverpool in singapore

2009-07-26T06:35:00.001-07:00

Ohh no...
why must it be tonight???...
Singapore's not gonna make it in front of betrayal crowds...
These people are only there to give their ultimate support to the
foreigners "kops" instead of the home team.(Joking)
BTW
6-0 was my prediction but i was utterly dissapointed it was only 5. what the heck...
it was merely a thumping victory but it was preety alright for singapore as it was only a friendly.
so life goes on for the lions...anw it was a wonderful experience for them. Getting to see
profesional players like F.Torres,J Mascherano,J.Carragher etc.
thought of buying the tickets at the last minute from ppl who couldn't make it but someone
reminded me that, "u ought not to be in a pool of losers"... seriously no offence to liverpool fans.
that is someone who told me that and was convinving enough to make me change my mind... lol.
but aniwaes i still think that liverpool is a good team..
that's all for now.

my first post.. welcome to myself n everyone.

2009-07-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hello world and all that inhabit in it...
Let me introduce myself...my name is Mohammad Asroy Bin Wan Ma Amim.
and I've just started blogging recently or in fact
only started my first post..
My blogspot is http://blessedthebrokenpath.blogspot.com.
I chose this name for it because that is the life that i lead down the years.
AND
I really feel blessed with it because without it i would not be where i am today.a lucky young
teenager having hope for the future if i decide to go for it. Although its a broken journey,
its one that have thought me many lessons about life that i should learn from,
not just to feel ungrateful about it. Life really has its taste of bitterness and sadness throughout
our short time living here but there is a pinch of happiness that make us cherish the moments forever till eternity where there is no single trace of hostility.
That's all for my first entry.I hope those who know me would feel
free to add or tag or anything at all..lols.
so there it goes.
goodbye for now.

p.s (The reason I started this thingy cuz i feel it would be quite interesting).lol.seriously